it tastes like a bad idea

9/23/2008 at 9:35 PM

for once, i'm at a loss for words. i want to write something... it's inside of me. but it won't come out... llike a mental constipation. i can just keep straining but i'm getting nowhere. i always write better when i'm drinking. or when i'm manically out of my skull. right now, i'm sober and even... just moving forward, but not exceptionally. i want to reach inside my mind and pull out something more beautiful than brain matter. there is something beautiful inside me, crying to come out. if only i had some beer.

*sigh* i guess it's vermouth again...

~trae

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i am content

9/15/2008 at 7:22 PM

i feel happy these days... content, at peace with myself and the situation at hand. or the situation that WAS at hand. it's fading fast. the memories don't hurt, neither does the rejection. i'm gettin' on with gettin' on...

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what a douche bag...

9/9/2008 at 9:17 PM

really... i'm just reading the stupid shit i wrote previously, especially in february... who does that? i don't think i was in love... i think i was drunk and trying to get laid. no... i'm not bitter.

actually, i'm a little bitter (yes, i said a little), but i am getting over it. i don't need that shit in my life. anyhow, i'm being happy again. i'm getting back into the dating scene, which i hate. bleh. but i'm making some friends and meeting some cool ppl. who knows... maybe i'll find mr. right, instead of mr. right now.

much love
~trae

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say it ain't so...

8/21/2008 at 10:39 PM

well.... it's over. he cheated on me, dumped me for some other broad. my heart is broken, but i'll live. in the famous words of fergie, "a girl like me don't stay single for long..." ;)

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i am in love...

2/17/2008 at 1:42 PM

i met the most wonderful person in the world. he's awesome... everything i ever wanted in another person. i love him... i feel so lucky and i am so so happy. and best of all, he loves me too!!! :D look at how girly and mushy this has made me!!!

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tis the season

12/19/2007 at 9:41 PM

happy holidays everyone... whatever you celebrate, enjoy!!

~tracey

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100 friends

12/3/2007 at 8:44 PM

wow, i've hit 100 friends. and you know what that means? that means i am honored to know so many talented, wonderful artists. these are all ppl whose work i admire. so if you're reading this, please go to my friends section and click on someone, anyone, and check out their work. i'll bet diamonds that you'll be impressed because MY friends are the cream of the crop baby!!! :D really tho, all bragging aside, i have some pretty awesome friends...

much love
~tracey

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sing it baby

11/20/2007 at 11:19 PM

i wrote a song... my first lyrics. i'm getting the opinion of some close friends and i'm going to let it sit overnight, then, once it's tweaked to perfection, i will post it. i'm so excited about it. i hope you will read it when it's up and let me know what you think. i've always wanted to write lyrics and i feel like i've finally accomplished that. i was inspired by the silversun pickups. you may detect a hint of their vibe in it.

happy thanksgiving everyone!!!

much love
~tracey

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so i used to have this really cool camera...

10/18/2007 at 11:26 PM

so i had this camera...bought it for about $250-ish, made about one payment on it and used it twice. my daughter's best "friend" came over and stole it! her mother checked her room and said it's not there. so i'm fucked... just like that. it pisses me off beyond words. this is so incredibly disappointing. i don't even know what to do anymore. FFFUUUUUCCCCCKKKKKK TTTTHHHHIIIIISSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!

i just really want to go find someone and kick the living shit out of them right now. too bad i can't beat the shit out of this little asshole that stole my camera! what do i do now?

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featured...

9/18/2007 at 8:12 PM

i just wanted to mention that I AM SO EXCITED!!! i'm featured on the front page of words. i'm so glad that ppl will be reading my work. i write so you can enjoy (i hope) and because i love it. i just want to share it with you all. thanks for all your support everyone!!

~tracey

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writing again

9/12/2007 at 7:39 PM

please check out my newest addition to poetry. i've added a new poetry section as well... new day poetry, to separate the newer stuff from the older stuff (old school poetry). my latest is called 'he sings to me', and i'd love to hear your feedback, good or bad. i just need to know if i still got it! hopefully, this new poem has sparked a creative fire... i can't wait to write more.

thanks to old friends and new... once i get my new operating system up and running, i plan to go to all of my friend's pages and check out what they're up to. and i'd like to find some new talent as well.

thanks y'all for stopping by my page. always feel free to drop me a line!!

hugs
~tracey

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mac os x

9/8/2007 at 9:26 PM

right now, i'm in the process of upgrading my mac to os x tiger. i just need to fork out some money for a dvd reader so i can install the disc. once i do that, a whole new world will open up for me!! i'll be able to get a decent browser and submit some more work. mind you, i'm having a writer's block crisis right now, so if you know of anyone with some good writing, message me. i'd like some inspiration!! i appreciate the responses from everyone who's taken the time to read my writing! i love this place!!! :)

~tracey

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