i think this is like the fourth comment.

but yes. one of those people who randomly found me.
beautiful. just... my heart squeezes itself inside out when i think about their words.

my favorite so far is Oyster. and Distension.

i just. i dont know if it's a boy.. or a girl.. or how old they really are.
i just dont know.
but i ... idk.

oops that last one was supposed to be

"his heart vanished and in it's place stood inhumanity"


... is inhumanity even the right word.
bah. im falling apart.

"his inhumanity took over his heart"

"his inhumanity ate his heart"

"his inhumanity devoured his heart"

"his inhumanity smoked his heart"

"his inhumanity conquered his heart"

"his heart perished in his inhumanity"

"his heart vanished and it's place stood his inhumanity"



idk.

hurro?!?!

this is going to look like a long comment. but really its just a quote from the end of my essay. i need help... the very last paragraph which is a sentence. mostly because I honestly don't know where i stand in "real life'. but I want to say something along the lines of "oh i wish i had done something more" but i dont want it to sound cliche like that... how do i get started?

"I sat at the edge of the hole and stared into the black space. I sat in the passenger side of his Saturn and stared into his fearless, blue eyes. [edit]...roll over on his empty stomach and drown the millions of worms and insects underneath him with his hot, hot tears.

Instead I blinked and stepped out of the car. I’d never felt so pointless watching that car drag itself out of my driveway and then tear down the unlit street. I stood on that pavement (PS is it pavement.. a driveway?) for hours just waiting to hear his obnoxious ska music shake the trees in my neighborhood again. The stars twinkled out of the sky, and the rich blue-black night slowly dulled. Still, that day the sun refused to shine, instead, it burned behind clouds of purple and gray.

He wasn’t coming back, and he never will. His inhumanity took over his heart and I had lost him to temptation. "

or do you think that is point enough? like it's supposed to have a point.. is there one? or do i only think there's one because it's my story.

yes. yes. yes i love it too.
its prettier now. annnnd the titles of those split pictures.
i just tried to describe what was going on in the photos.

youre face was especially difficult.

so i just realized that ALL of my pictures... im facing to the right.
A couple I'm looking directly at the camera or whatnot.. but the rest of them are all of one side of my face, the same side.

God. I'm weird.

wow.. i have not been paying any attention to the comments on this thing.

im a fool. and i have no idea when youll get this.

wow that was a long time ago.

last night of homework in highschool

its now only a few days away from

first night of.. dormwork in college.

Yeah, I'm getting pretty sick and tired of school also. But, things are good.

Helloooooo Sam, how's it going?