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hello.

1/25/2009 at 2:48 AM

i am typing to avoid the sounds of affection coming from the bed beside mine. i am also listening to patricia kaas, hoping that la vie en rose can maybe sooth some of the feelings that i am feeling right now.

today was my 1 year and 10 month anni. being married to patrick. and he remembered and sent an e- flower. if you know me, you would know that i gave up on these kind of little affections, especially since i think i gave up on him. but he surprised me. and when my stomach was hurting, he sent a text saying he was rubbing it. and it made me feel better that someone cared. especially him. because. well i love my friends. but there's nothing better than having someone important to you in THAT way. and i feel worthy to be loved. i really do.\

i am writing a lot of things in my notebook now. i didn't think that i would ever get to the point that i would feel like a writer. that was always my best friend savannah's job. i didn't feel like i earned the right to be that. but now i see that words tumble and attach themselves to become sentences in my head also. and i can't give it up that easily, no?

so.
i am going to try and get some sleep.
i have a busy day tomorrow.

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