Oh dearest me! As much as I love to read I havnt found I bloody good book for a long time. oh well, I wont lie, its proably my fault anyway. This whole year I've only read half of any book I've picked up. I've read half of...oh what's it called....something about a vampire.....THATS IT, Twilight. Yeah I enjoyed the first half of that. At the time I was reading it i was listening to Vampire Weekend. Now everytime I listen to them I think about that book. What else? I read half of the Picture Of Dorian Gray (picture/portrait?). I loved that half, that was probably the best half this year. That book made me think alot. I read about 10 pages of a book called Successful Intelligence (I know that sounds ridicoulous but it was in a book store). Now that book was very interesting and I reccomend it to anyone who is studying. Thats about it i think. Yeh, sounds right to me. Its kinda of weird though because the other day I was getting lectured by my brother. No sorry he wasnt lecturing me he was talking to me. We where just talking and he was saying how its really bad how people dont finish things. then he went on and used an example, he said something like "if you only read half a book your not going to know what happens in the end, so if you dont finish somthing in your life your never going to know what could of happened." I do that alot, not finish things. From now on I'm going to try and finish things.

You know the thing is I don't go out much. weird isnt? I'd like to but I cant because 1) I dont have much money, 2) I dont like my city, and 3) People annoy me. Lol, not all people, just you know..annoying people. So I dont really enjoy being trapped in four walls that I'm so familar with but I dont really have a chocie, So I lie to myself and pretend that I enjoy being home. I honestly spend most saturday nights watching movies. In a way I feel like it's preparing me for witty humor. I don't really have a favourite genre, I'll watch anything and everything. Today is saturday, I do not work or study on saturdays. I should be studying but I much more enjoy wasting time. What have I done and what will i do today? So far I have eaten, washed dishes , read (HP and the prisoner of Askaban), and written this. I plan to eat some more, read some more and probaly go ebay shopping. Tonight I believe I will watch I film. Actually I feel like going to the movies. I really feel like seeing a comedy, I always do when I'm in a feral mood.

I'm happiest when I'm taking the piss out of myself. I'm also very bad at spelling (sorry about that). What am I generally? I'm a quite person. Sometimes I'll put on a facade and act loud but I just feel horrible afterwards. I dont really like being naturally quite but its something I've got to deal with. I want to move to London one day but I worry I wont make any friends. I've been trying on mysapce but um, yeah well it's not really working. You know what I envy most in people and I'm not going to lie (I dont know why I'm not going to lie seeing as this is the internet)? I envy talent (yep) and loudness. Doesnt mean I dont like talented or loud people, I'm just jealous of them. BECAUSE they are AMAZING, so if I'm jealous of you see it as a compliment. I shouldnt of said that should I? Anyways where always jealous of what we dont have, hehee.

Dont ask baby! Will be here all night and day. (They are both sentences, not songs or band names)

I would really love to meet people who have a passion for something. Whether it be rocks or moping, I dont mind

OK, Watching movies is an all time favourite. It just makes me forget about my world (which is a good thing). Laying in bed and looking out my window. For some reason I am blessed with a amazing view of the sky, sometimes I'll just lay in bed and look out. Reading. For the same reason as movies. What I love about reading and movies is that before I begin I might be in a shitty mood but when I'm done I cant remember what mood I was in, it's like being re-born. Pretending. I love to pretend/act, never infront of an auidence though! It something I do quite often. I think we all do it, i usually sit infront of my mirror and pretend I'm being interviewed by Oprah.

I once read an article on Vivenne Westwood and she was saying how much she hated T.V and found it brainwashing. I felt stupid after that because I quite like T.V. I enjoy watching Antiques Roadshow, Iron Chef, Myth Busters and trashy reality shows. eg. Ladette to Lady.

emma

Adelaide, South Australia, Australia

1991-05-17

9/18/2008 at 6:45 AM

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