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driving again
9/19/2008 at 11:56 AM
So, things have been pretty decent this week. My new job is going better than expected, though I am pretty tired, man. but i finally got my drivers license in the mail and i am now mobile again, shit yeah. i'm only 8 hours away from the weekend and i am stoked. gonna go thrift store shopping and see old friends. i was hoping to get to see my daughter this weekend but she's going to be on a camping trip with GS. hope everyone has a good weekend!!!
Moving On
9/13/2008 at 12:09 PM
Well, the "good sense of peace" has moved on, dipped down into depression and anxiety for a few days and balanced back out. I'm still feeling peaceful, just not so abundantly! This is the first time I've lived in a small town, ever. I was slightly terrified of what it was going to be like but it's actually pretty okay. I kind of feel like it was just what I needed for the moment. I have moved around a lot the last 8 years, searching for something. Something that works I guess, so I'm not afraid of being stuck. The people I've met here have been some of the best for a while. My new job pays somewhat decently and is tolerable..... I think, haha. My relationship is not so stable in my mind right now though. It's been 2 1/2 years and he's not progressing enough. He's only 22 years old so I don't really feel like it's realistic for me to expect what I do which makes me feel I should just leave but I know how he's going to fight it and I do not look forward to that, oh no i don't. I care about him deeply but I struggle to be smarter than my heart. I don't want to be his mom. I want to find a place that I can focus on my art again and have serenity around me. Lesson learned: I am not good at ending relationships. Approach potential mates with more caution in future.
Peaceful Moments
9/1/2008 at 10:51 AM
This is the first time in a while I have felt a good sense of Peace in my heart. It's been a couple of months I guess. Life throws you curve balls sometimes, it can be trying but you have to take the good with the bad, the easy with the difficult. how boring would it be if nothing happened at all!?!
8/31/2008 at 7:51 PM
First day on HV. Looks pretty cool so far. I really like to the aesthetics on this site. Can't figure out how you get the description of what art you do under you name yet.
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