frustration
10/23/2008 at 2:19 PM
I'd say I haven't been on in months. I've been busy and basically just forgot about the computer, which can be viewed as a good thing. I'm hoping to start coming on soon, but till then I just needed a place to vent.
here, i guess.
i guess im just frustrated with life - school, guys, friends, parents.
i can't get anything right and im just sick of being who people think i am.
but who needs to be right?
and who needs people who don't accept you?
no one.
so yeh.
just needed to vent a little.
ill probably be venting from now on.
eventually ill delete and hide and stuff like that on my blogs, but till then..
here, i guess.
i guess im just frustrated with life - school, guys, friends, parents.
i can't get anything right and im just sick of being who people think i am.
but who needs to be right?
and who needs people who don't accept you?
no one.
so yeh.
just needed to vent a little.
ill probably be venting from now on.
eventually ill delete and hide and stuff like that on my blogs, but till then..
its been awhile
7/26/2008 at 12:16 PM
ive been extremely busy. but. i finally got my camera a few weeks back. Panasonic Lumix TZ5K. its my baby. right now i dont have any new pictures, but i will as soon as i can hopefully.
june
5/22/2008 at 9:10 PM
im getting my new camera at the end of june. till then im stuck cameraless, unless i want to use the crap digital or the film - and film can get expensive with the amount of pictures i take.
so the end of june... it feels sooooo far away
so the end of june... it feels sooooo far away
5/10/2008 at 1:02 PM
I saw the play Grease in Marshfield yesterday, and in the Director's notes, the first line is "I hate Grease" followed by a list of reasons. The third reason is "If you look closely, the message of the show is that a "good girl" must give up all her values in order to gain true love and dress like a slut while her boy gives up.... Nothing." Grease was set in 1959.
sometimes modern society is still like this. i was just having a conversation with a guy friend who brought up the topic.
here's what he has to say - "It really, REALLY gets on my nerves when men treat women like that. It's been going on for thousands of years, and it needs to stop. Men for some reason believe they can treat women like their sex objects, and then leave them. And so many girls just go along with it! They dress up for guys who wouldn't even consider dressing up for them! Also, notice that a guy who "gets around" is a "player", but a girl who "gets around" is labeled a whore! That makes absolutely no sense to me! And people see it in our society, and just accept it! I really can't stand that."
he stated it better than i probably ever could.
just a random comment on society.
sometimes modern society is still like this. i was just having a conversation with a guy friend who brought up the topic.
here's what he has to say - "It really, REALLY gets on my nerves when men treat women like that. It's been going on for thousands of years, and it needs to stop. Men for some reason believe they can treat women like their sex objects, and then leave them. And so many girls just go along with it! They dress up for guys who wouldn't even consider dressing up for them! Also, notice that a guy who "gets around" is a "player", but a girl who "gets around" is labeled a whore! That makes absolutely no sense to me! And people see it in our society, and just accept it! I really can't stand that."
he stated it better than i probably ever could.
just a random comment on society.
curiosty.revolution.
5/7/2008 at 4:37 PM
i've been so full of energy and creativity lately. arevolutionofmyself. i can tell. i kind of want to start writing poetry again, but when i used to write, my poems eventually turned into things i didn't want them to be. maybe. i really want to. theskywillalwaysbeblue. i'll try at least. it'll be a while because i edit like there's no end to it, which is kind of true. o well. we'll see. onlytimewilltell.
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owwwchh
5/4/2008 at 6:56 PM
ever heard of the walk for hunger. well its a 20 mile walk that raises money to help end hunger. you don't have to walk all twenty, but people try to. link: http://www.projectbread.org/site/PageServer?pagename=home_page
so i participated in the walk for hunger for the first time ever. i walked ALL 20 FREAKIN MILES!!! my legs ..kill..!! and it rained for the first five miles. my best friend quit at about 12.5 miles, so i was left with a kid named Scott, who i just became friends with. it was pretty awesome though. im going to be in pain for a week.
so i participated in the walk for hunger for the first time ever. i walked ALL 20 FREAKIN MILES!!! my legs ..kill..!! and it rained for the first five miles. my best friend quit at about 12.5 miles, so i was left with a kid named Scott, who i just became friends with. it was pretty awesome though. im going to be in pain for a week.
jackpot!!!
4/25/2008 at 4:07 PM
i was at the beach today taking pictures with my SLR, and i didn't get to finish the entire roll =[
so when i arrived home, i decided to look around the house for things i could possibly use to create a cool picture.
I FOUND A TON OF STUFF
turns out my house's got some wicked stuff... such as
-a set of headlights
-rusty scooter
-broken lawn chairs
-decaying cardboard
-tires
-a rusty locker
-an old oil can
-stair stepper from the 90s
-super old bike
-old doors
-window frames
-muffler
i haven't even checked the crawlspace yet and i know there's a wicked old radio in there.
!!YAY=]
so when i arrived home, i decided to look around the house for things i could possibly use to create a cool picture.
I FOUND A TON OF STUFF
turns out my house's got some wicked stuff... such as
-a set of headlights
-rusty scooter
-broken lawn chairs
-decaying cardboard
-tires
-a rusty locker
-an old oil can
-stair stepper from the 90s
-super old bike
-old doors
-window frames
-muffler
i haven't even checked the crawlspace yet and i know there's a wicked old radio in there.
!!YAY=]