Bummed
4/24/2008 at 8:18 PM
I got off work early today. I left at 7:15 but clocked out like I left at 7:30. Am I going to hell for stealing 15 minutes from work? Lol...
But... I've really been bummed because I found out a bunch of people nominated me for prom king, but I'm ineligible for it because I didn't sell enough magazines for the proms fundraiser. I've been so upset all day, because this was a once in a lifetime oppurtunity and I just messed it up! I didn't think I had a chance and now I'm kicking myself in the face for not selling those magazines. Errr....
But... I've really been bummed because I found out a bunch of people nominated me for prom king, but I'm ineligible for it because I didn't sell enough magazines for the proms fundraiser. I've been so upset all day, because this was a once in a lifetime oppurtunity and I just messed it up! I didn't think I had a chance and now I'm kicking myself in the face for not selling those magazines. Errr....
...a monday unlike others...
4/21/2008 at 4:35 PM
Yesterday I hung out at my brothers apartment and he made the most AMAZING sandwiches! It had chicken and cooked peppers and pesto and other amazingly delicious ingredients. But... that's just a side note.
Sunday nights are always dreadful for me. It means school the next day. So, as I climbed in bed and closed my eyes I decided I wanted to sleep until summer vacation (which, by the way, is June 5! I'm never getting out of that school!) This morning, to my surprise, was very foggy. SCORE! Two hour delay! So, I slept in and woke up to get ready for school. As I was eating my breakfast cereal I saw online that we had no school. I was super happy, needless to say.
I slowly got ready for the day and watched Moulin Rouge (three times just this weekend. you really need to see the movie if you have't yet) and then went to get my tux for prom. When I got home I went to the park and played basketball with my brother because it's SO beautiful out today.
Now, I'm waiting for my friends to come over so we can go to the mall.
Sunday nights are always dreadful for me. It means school the next day. So, as I climbed in bed and closed my eyes I decided I wanted to sleep until summer vacation (which, by the way, is June 5! I'm never getting out of that school!) This morning, to my surprise, was very foggy. SCORE! Two hour delay! So, I slept in and woke up to get ready for school. As I was eating my breakfast cereal I saw online that we had no school. I was super happy, needless to say.
I slowly got ready for the day and watched Moulin Rouge (three times just this weekend. you really need to see the movie if you have't yet) and then went to get my tux for prom. When I got home I went to the park and played basketball with my brother because it's SO beautiful out today.
Now, I'm waiting for my friends to come over so we can go to the mall.
The Aftermath
4/18/2008 at 11:19 PM
Tonight ended up not being bad at all. I had three friends over and we sat out by the campfire and talked for a long time. Finally, we gave up with our fight to keep the campfire going so we went inside and played catch phrase. It somehome broke and so we had to quit playing. Now, I'm getting ready to go to bed because I have work in the early morning. :(
Good Night!
Good Night!
Alone
4/18/2008 at 7:41 PM
So, it's a Friday night and I'm sitting at the computer all alone. My friends were suppose to come over tonight for a campfire but they're all too busy with their own lives. My one friend is still coming over but now she's not coming until 9 tonight. I have nothing to do and I feel like shit because no one wants to hang out with me.
Sometimes I feel like I'm all alone in this world. Everyone else is so busy with their own lives and drama that they never have time for me. People walk all over me and never put my thougts and feelings into consideration. Supposed "friends" at school treat me like shit and make me the butt of all of their jokes. The few friends that I do have only want to talk to me when there is no else around to talk to. Whenever other people are around they ignore me like I don't even exist.
I feel like my whole world is falling apart. I've lost all motivation to do anything and I'm behind in all of my classes in school. I'm a smart kid that gets good grades, but, lately, I haven't been doing too hot in school. I'm three sections behind in my math class. I haven't done my Spanish, and I'm almost failing my physics class. My AP English class has a big term paper due soon and I haven't even started yet. I also am 6 chapter behind in a novel that we're having a test over on Tuesday, More and more I find myself daydreaming and looking outside wishing that I could be anywhere. Anywhere but school.
I hate school. I hate work. I hate having too much to do. I hate having to little to do. Nothing can please me and I don't know what to do about it. I always can find something wrong with my life and I never look on the positive.
Sometimes I feel like I'm all alone in this world. Everyone else is so busy with their own lives and drama that they never have time for me. People walk all over me and never put my thougts and feelings into consideration. Supposed "friends" at school treat me like shit and make me the butt of all of their jokes. The few friends that I do have only want to talk to me when there is no else around to talk to. Whenever other people are around they ignore me like I don't even exist.
I feel like my whole world is falling apart. I've lost all motivation to do anything and I'm behind in all of my classes in school. I'm a smart kid that gets good grades, but, lately, I haven't been doing too hot in school. I'm three sections behind in my math class. I haven't done my Spanish, and I'm almost failing my physics class. My AP English class has a big term paper due soon and I haven't even started yet. I also am 6 chapter behind in a novel that we're having a test over on Tuesday, More and more I find myself daydreaming and looking outside wishing that I could be anywhere. Anywhere but school.
I hate school. I hate work. I hate having too much to do. I hate having to little to do. Nothing can please me and I don't know what to do about it. I always can find something wrong with my life and I never look on the positive.