coming back
3/12/2007 at 9:22 PM
i kept the promise made to myself about writing more music. i also followed through with the decision to keep in better touch with family. last weekend after a visit, i realized they are as fun & boring as i remember them. work will be extremely laid back this week. in personal affairs, i need to go on a date or two.... just to get my "groove" back. the alternative is settling for a drunken karaoke performance with friends, which wouldn't be so bad if only i didn't have to include the "drunken" part.
highly refined
2/27/2007 at 7:13 PM
i need to be writing more music. and practicing my new guitar. after my old was was recently stolen, i should have had a new appreciation for my motivation as a songwriter. but no, i've been lazy. tonight i plan to accomplish one thing. even if it's just putting music & lyric together. enough is enough. i want to be done with something. for too long i've let myself start things and not finish them. the same is true with every other aspect of my life. my relationships suffer because i either spend too much time going nowhere on them or hardly any at all. my work suffers because i allow myself to be preoccupied with tasks that have little relevence to my personal career growth. i haven't yet really strived for progress. my family connections suffer because, well, i simply don't keep in touch. i plan to improve these situations daily.
the mines
2/8/2007 at 7:35 PM
work has often felt meaningless and painful. if not for the soothing sounds pouring into my headphones, i would probably want to tell everyone to politely fuck off. thank you humble voice for saving me the humiliation. instead i can sit here, pretending to be diligent in my efforts toward productivity, listening to music & contemplating my sad little life. i think i'm finished now.
