Alter Ego
10/16/2009 at 12:51 AM
I have wondered recently whether I will let this alter ego go and start putting my birth name on my writing... I really never justified why I created this pen name other than I was scared that people would judge me, and that my friends would judge me. I don't know, it is quite silly but it is still legit in my mind.
I am upset that I have not updated this very often and I guess, it will now have college essays rather than creative works. I am not sure what will become of this Alias now that HV is back but I hope I will continue. It will not be tremendously hard to do so, I have a ton of work done but I don't enjoy retyping it on here as I handwrite most of my musings. I have though about continuing a journaling session on here about as personal as it gets under an alias but again, it is all about how I feel and if I will get around to posting on here.
I am sorry to all of my friends that have been looking for more work, if there was anyone looking? but its life and I am trying to live it the best I can. I hope everyone will keep in touch and continue to write me, even if you are only writing to the person with an assumed name.
Although everything on here is under an alias it is all true about the person behind the name, me. I am not lying one single bit about who I am and what I stand for I just don't disclose my name.
Thank you for everyone's support and I hope I will be getting more work up here as soon as possible :)
LOVE, Ally
I am upset that I have not updated this very often and I guess, it will now have college essays rather than creative works. I am not sure what will become of this Alias now that HV is back but I hope I will continue. It will not be tremendously hard to do so, I have a ton of work done but I don't enjoy retyping it on here as I handwrite most of my musings. I have though about continuing a journaling session on here about as personal as it gets under an alias but again, it is all about how I feel and if I will get around to posting on here.
I am sorry to all of my friends that have been looking for more work, if there was anyone looking? but its life and I am trying to live it the best I can. I hope everyone will keep in touch and continue to write me, even if you are only writing to the person with an assumed name.
Although everything on here is under an alias it is all true about the person behind the name, me. I am not lying one single bit about who I am and what I stand for I just don't disclose my name.
Thank you for everyone's support and I hope I will be getting more work up here as soon as possible :)
LOVE, Ally
Class of 2009, College, Plans, What's Next!
5/31/2009 at 4:15 AM
So I am officially graduating June 5, 2009! -insert random screaming here- I am so excited that this chapter of my life is ending but opening a whole new chapter called "Moving On" I feel this is a new beginning for me and I hope that is how it feels for all of my friends. I will miss so many people including:
Kayla - I've broken you but you broke me too. You brought me out of my shell and I love you for it. Setter/pepper buddy, best friend, everything I would have wanted in a sister.
Violet - you and your heart of darkness will be missed most dearly. I hope you never lose your sense of humor and I hope everything goes like McDonald's and your loving every bit of it.
Lauren - I can't believe you are not first in out class anymore but 3rd. You were a great friend and I know we weren't close but you still accepted me and we had some great times in middle school Red Lightning.
Vanessa - You are so super! I love your art and you can still draw way better than I can. "Moby Dick" never looked better. You are a beast at Volleyball and I wish you would accept that. Have fun at college Slushie.
Kelly - you are an amazing artist too, and I wish you the best of luck with your career, I have plenty of signatures to give me a good retirement if you get famous :D Little Italy you are amazing at volleyball and I am sorry I left you with Vansant-a I jusst have one thing to say "parabola"
Everyone else that I know I love you and sorry I don't have an amazing letter for you but you know I love you...
Sorry for boring you with all of that but I just had to write some notes :D
SO ON TO MORE IMPORTANT NEWS... The picture on the front page is a picture of a part of a Fort near the Baltimore Harbor. Our Senior Trip was a dinner cruise in the harbor and out by the bay bridge and around this fort... It was a fun filled night of dancing, food, jokes, and closing time... and to the NJ/PA people we partied with (we don't know which place they were from lol) you can't do the CHA CHA SLIDE or the cupid shuffle right but it was nice teaching you the DELAWARE way... or should it be the LAKE FOREST way lol. We totally should have had a dance off!
I have not had time to upload anything new... I have tons of creative writing material but it would take me hours to type up...
I am excited that Kris Allen Won American Idol....
lol and I finally learned how to write capital I's T's and F's in cursive :D hahaha
I drew a hand... well a #1 hand but I think I did okay... it might be uploaded soon :D
I am going to stay in state for college and I am planning on being a teacher.
So after my grad party on the 6th me, my mom, my two cousins, and my aunt are going to NY to spend sunday, monday, and tuesday at my uncle's apartment. We are driving him back to NY because he will be visiting for my Graduation.
I will write more soon.
Kayla - I've broken you but you broke me too. You brought me out of my shell and I love you for it. Setter/pepper buddy, best friend, everything I would have wanted in a sister.
Violet - you and your heart of darkness will be missed most dearly. I hope you never lose your sense of humor and I hope everything goes like McDonald's and your loving every bit of it.
Lauren - I can't believe you are not first in out class anymore but 3rd. You were a great friend and I know we weren't close but you still accepted me and we had some great times in middle school Red Lightning.
Vanessa - You are so super! I love your art and you can still draw way better than I can. "Moby Dick" never looked better. You are a beast at Volleyball and I wish you would accept that. Have fun at college Slushie.
Kelly - you are an amazing artist too, and I wish you the best of luck with your career, I have plenty of signatures to give me a good retirement if you get famous :D Little Italy you are amazing at volleyball and I am sorry I left you with Vansant-a I jusst have one thing to say "parabola"
Everyone else that I know I love you and sorry I don't have an amazing letter for you but you know I love you...
Sorry for boring you with all of that but I just had to write some notes :D
SO ON TO MORE IMPORTANT NEWS... The picture on the front page is a picture of a part of a Fort near the Baltimore Harbor. Our Senior Trip was a dinner cruise in the harbor and out by the bay bridge and around this fort... It was a fun filled night of dancing, food, jokes, and closing time... and to the NJ/PA people we partied with (we don't know which place they were from lol) you can't do the CHA CHA SLIDE or the cupid shuffle right but it was nice teaching you the DELAWARE way... or should it be the LAKE FOREST way lol. We totally should have had a dance off!
I have not had time to upload anything new... I have tons of creative writing material but it would take me hours to type up...
I am excited that Kris Allen Won American Idol....
lol and I finally learned how to write capital I's T's and F's in cursive :D hahaha
I drew a hand... well a #1 hand but I think I did okay... it might be uploaded soon :D
I am going to stay in state for college and I am planning on being a teacher.
So after my grad party on the 6th me, my mom, my two cousins, and my aunt are going to NY to spend sunday, monday, and tuesday at my uncle's apartment. We are driving him back to NY because he will be visiting for my Graduation.
I will write more soon.
Snow Day
3/2/2009 at 2:29 AM
I have started a new chapter project but I hope that I will be able to upload it soon.
I am also going to invest in a Bamboo Fun tablet for my laptop so I can handwrite notes for college and draw on my laptop :D
I am also going to invest in a Bamboo Fun tablet for my laptop so I can handwrite notes for college and draw on my laptop :D
TWI-hard
1/24/2009 at 1:11 AM
Yes I have become an avid TWILIGHT fan as of late... My friends have been badgering me relentlessly to read them for two years and they finally let me borrow the books so I could read them.
Took me a month and loved every minute of the 4 books. Then when they said the movie was coming out I was ecstatic. The movie had its faults but was extremely good.
I will hopefully be introducing more works soon once I write something :D
Thanks to my friends and strangers that look at my work. I love seeing that people take the time to read my work :D
Took me a month and loved every minute of the 4 books. Then when they said the movie was coming out I was ecstatic. The movie had its faults but was extremely good.
I will hopefully be introducing more works soon once I write something :D
Thanks to my friends and strangers that look at my work. I love seeing that people take the time to read my work :D
The Next Chapter
10/5/2008 at 3:18 AM
I have entered "Dialogue", "Big Deal", "Writing Small", and "Faith on High".
I based "Faith on High" on one of Alyce's Floaters... I hope she doesn't mind but if she did I will take it down.
http://www.humblevoice.com/profile/components/word_gallery/word.php?iid=5496
That was the first inspiration that I have had in a long time... but I wish I could write work that was completely my work.
I based "Faith on High" on one of Alyce's Floaters... I hope she doesn't mind but if she did I will take it down.
http://www.humblevoice.com/profile/components/word_gallery/word.php?iid=5496
That was the first inspiration that I have had in a long time... but I wish I could write work that was completely my work.
New Beginnings.
9/21/2008 at 4:25 AM
It has been ages since I've posted or added any writings.
I now finally have a scanner... but still fail at drawing. so art additions are still out of the question.
I am now a senior, and I am in creative writing so I will try to post everything I have written for that :D
I have also moved up 3 places in class rank from 13th to 10th in my class.
I still lack inspiration which is a huge problem but I am trying to channel my focus better... although with 3 AP classes that is kind of hard lol.
As I start adding things please give me feedback. I really like it when people read and give me constructive comments. It makes me feel good no matter good or bad.
I have upgraded my Microsoft Office stuff so now I have some great programs now compared to MO 2003 lol... although its basics... but word and OneNote will help me organize my work :D
I think that is all I have to share... maybe... maybe not.
I now finally have a scanner... but still fail at drawing. so art additions are still out of the question.
I am now a senior, and I am in creative writing so I will try to post everything I have written for that :D
I have also moved up 3 places in class rank from 13th to 10th in my class.
I still lack inspiration which is a huge problem but I am trying to channel my focus better... although with 3 AP classes that is kind of hard lol.
As I start adding things please give me feedback. I really like it when people read and give me constructive comments. It makes me feel good no matter good or bad.
I have upgraded my Microsoft Office stuff so now I have some great programs now compared to MO 2003 lol... although its basics... but word and OneNote will help me organize my work :D
I think that is all I have to share... maybe... maybe not.
Sorry
5/31/2008 at 3:06 AM
Sorry, I haven't been on in a while :( I will catch up with you all soon.
DAVID ARCHULETA SHOULD HAVE WON AMERICAN IDOL!
Cook was okay but Archuleta was better! haha.
I will share more later... I need to get to sleep.
DAVID ARCHULETA SHOULD HAVE WON AMERICAN IDOL!
Cook was okay but Archuleta was better! haha.
I will share more later... I need to get to sleep.
New Avatar and American Idol
4/24/2008 at 12:29 AM
I found some old textures from a website that I visited and downloaded the images off of it and wah-lah a pretty avatar... I have tons more, I just don't remember the site... whether it is dA or a website-website...
IDOL: For all of you who vote by popularity and not by talent you should be ashamed of yourselves! Carly Smithson is an amazing artist and should not have been kicked off of Idol tonight. Right now I am mad at the people who put Syesha and Carly in the bottom 2 because that is not how it should have been. My top 2 are David Archuleta and Brooke White! The rest will be gone in due time... Voters please remember what this competition is about: the talent not popularity.
IDOL: For all of you who vote by popularity and not by talent you should be ashamed of yourselves! Carly Smithson is an amazing artist and should not have been kicked off of Idol tonight. Right now I am mad at the people who put Syesha and Carly in the bottom 2 because that is not how it should have been. My top 2 are David Archuleta and Brooke White! The rest will be gone in due time... Voters please remember what this competition is about: the talent not popularity.
Movies.
4/13/2008 at 9:44 PM
So I watched a movie special on Lifetime. The movie was called "The Memory Keepers Daughter" and it was AMAZING! everyone should watch it if they can.
Life.
4/11/2008 at 6:38 PM
So, I am in the top 10 juniors girls at my school, and we are competing for Miss Lake Forest 2009 (Lake Forest is the name of my school). Well the sucky part is that all 10 of us turned our applications in.
For Mr. Lake Forest only 3 boys turned in their applications, their odds are so much better :(
anyways, I also am writing a letter to the elementary school in my town so I can volunteer with the pre-school, and kindergarden summer school.
For Mr. Lake Forest only 3 boys turned in their applications, their odds are so much better :(
anyways, I also am writing a letter to the elementary school in my town so I can volunteer with the pre-school, and kindergarden summer school.
IMPORTANT
4/11/2008 at 12:56 AM
Okay so I was looking at the AMERICAN IDOL page on iTUNES. and at the bottom what do I find? FREE videos. and anyone that watched the auditions then you will know what I mean!
"I AM YOUR BROTHER YOUR BEST FRIEND FOREVER"
The guy Renaldo Lapuz, that made the above song for Simon, has the whole segment of the show that he was featured in, made into a 7 min video.
SO if you have a iPOD that supports video and you loved this guy his song is a video and it is FREE. lol I got it.
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Also If you are a country music fan as I am... Well the newest upcomming group is Lady Antebellum. Between now and next tuesday you can get their DEBUT album pre-ordered on iTUNES for $6.99 and this includes all of their songs and the "Love Don't Live here" music Video, the making of, and another video, (that has parts of them warming up for the Delaware state Fair, which is my home state, and right next to my home town :D)
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Thank you for listening or rather reading my rambles, I might have some new content this weekend... depends. Thanks for stopping by and check previous entries for new content updates. I will give you a life update tomorrow.
"I AM YOUR BROTHER YOUR BEST FRIEND FOREVER"
The guy Renaldo Lapuz, that made the above song for Simon, has the whole segment of the show that he was featured in, made into a 7 min video.
SO if you have a iPOD that supports video and you loved this guy his song is a video and it is FREE. lol I got it.
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Also If you are a country music fan as I am... Well the newest upcomming group is Lady Antebellum. Between now and next tuesday you can get their DEBUT album pre-ordered on iTUNES for $6.99 and this includes all of their songs and the "Love Don't Live here" music Video, the making of, and another video, (that has parts of them warming up for the Delaware state Fair, which is my home state, and right next to my home town :D)
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Thank you for listening or rather reading my rambles, I might have some new content this weekend... depends. Thanks for stopping by and check previous entries for new content updates. I will give you a life update tomorrow.
New Work!
3/31/2008 at 12:21 AM
I have added 2 new poems.
"On My Own" is inspired, and parts are from the song "On My Own" from the Musical Les Miserables
"Indian Giver of my Heart" is just based on what some women go through when they've been cheated on. I personally have never had this problem.
"On My Own" is inspired, and parts are from the song "On My Own" from the Musical Les Miserables
"Indian Giver of my Heart" is just based on what some women go through when they've been cheated on. I personally have never had this problem.
Thanks
3/28/2008 at 10:39 PM
Thanks to those who did comment on my new work. If you haven't already you still can :D -hint hint-
I am working on some new work so be expercting that one day.
Thank you all for being my friends :D
I am working on some new work so be expercting that one day.
Thank you all for being my friends :D
NEW WORK!!!!!!!!!!
3/25/2008 at 6:00 AM
Finally I wrote something new to add!
Trapped
Wallpaper
Disclaimer on Wallpaper: I am not in any way suicidal it is just a poem... I was just thinking about movies that I have seen where people get like that. It is just an emotion, a lot of my writing is about what others face, not really what I or my family face.
Also I would really like some input on these writings:
Family
Crap...
Trapped
Wallpaper
Disclaimer on Wallpaper: I am not in any way suicidal it is just a poem... I was just thinking about movies that I have seen where people get like that. It is just an emotion, a lot of my writing is about what others face, not really what I or my family face.
Also I would really like some input on these writings:
Family
Crap...
eeeuuuggghhhh....
3/24/2008 at 5:03 AM
like the onomatopoeia in my headline?! :D lol
I am feeling so horrible right now that I keep making promises of new work and I am not up holding that promise...
I am so tired of unkept promises and failure... OH Deja vu lol that is my message on MSN.
I can't think of anything original or new. I have tons of ideas, but developing them just turns out crappy.
I have tried to figure some characters but they are so cliche. I just don't know what to do with myself.
When I get my chemistry story back I will post that... I REALLY want some input on my new poem FAMILY. Please and thanks.
I just need some new ideas, thanks for letting me shovel this on you, well, those who read this any way... I am used to people ignoring me... I have nothing good to offer anyways...
Here is a horoscope I recieved a while ago; for all fellow LEO's :D
"Buy small notebooks to stash in every bag. The next time inspiration strikes you'll be ready to write things down. Make sure that you have pens that you like writing or drawing with too. You may overhear a bizarre conversation in a cafe that gives you a great idea for a song. Maybe you'll see someone with striking features who you'd like to sketch. No more scrawling on napkins, now you'll be prepared."
And how true that is... I still have yet to keep those note books IN those bags :D lol.
I would like those that actually read what I have to say to go and read some of my old work... if it gets boring tell me, if it svcks extreemly bad tell me. I want any criticism you've got!!!
Then I want you to look at some of my new work and tell me what you think of it.. have I improved? tell me what you really think, I even what you to tell me if you couldn't read any more past the first line.... I value any opinion you have...
I am feeling so horrible right now that I keep making promises of new work and I am not up holding that promise...
I am so tired of unkept promises and failure... OH Deja vu lol that is my message on MSN.
I can't think of anything original or new. I have tons of ideas, but developing them just turns out crappy.
I have tried to figure some characters but they are so cliche. I just don't know what to do with myself.
When I get my chemistry story back I will post that... I REALLY want some input on my new poem FAMILY. Please and thanks.
I just need some new ideas, thanks for letting me shovel this on you, well, those who read this any way... I am used to people ignoring me... I have nothing good to offer anyways...
Here is a horoscope I recieved a while ago; for all fellow LEO's :D
"Buy small notebooks to stash in every bag. The next time inspiration strikes you'll be ready to write things down. Make sure that you have pens that you like writing or drawing with too. You may overhear a bizarre conversation in a cafe that gives you a great idea for a song. Maybe you'll see someone with striking features who you'd like to sketch. No more scrawling on napkins, now you'll be prepared."
And how true that is... I still have yet to keep those note books IN those bags :D lol.
I would like those that actually read what I have to say to go and read some of my old work... if it gets boring tell me, if it svcks extreemly bad tell me. I want any criticism you've got!!!
Then I want you to look at some of my new work and tell me what you think of it.. have I improved? tell me what you really think, I even what you to tell me if you couldn't read any more past the first line.... I value any opinion you have...
Long time no see :(
3/20/2008 at 10:29 PM
Wow I haven't been on in a while... I think I will add some new content to my writing... what is new with everyone?
I finalized my schedule for my senior year I am taking 3 AP classes, droping honors math and going to core 4, and taking Holocaust, anatomy, and spanish 4. My AP classes are english, bio, and US history :D
I finalized my schedule for my senior year I am taking 3 AP classes, droping honors math and going to core 4, and taking Holocaust, anatomy, and spanish 4. My AP classes are english, bio, and US history :D
School!
3/5/2008 at 7:25 PM
So we scheduled for our senior year last week and I am planning on taking 3 or 4 AP classes.
And this week the freshnen and sophomores have to take the DSTPs (a state administered test) and the juniors (me) and seniors get to come in late because we don't have to take the test :D it was so great waking up and 9 am instead of 6:40 am
I guess that is all for now. Go comment on some of my words?
And this week the freshnen and sophomores have to take the DSTPs (a state administered test) and the juniors (me) and seniors get to come in late because we don't have to take the test :D it was so great waking up and 9 am instead of 6:40 am
I guess that is all for now. Go comment on some of my words?
Creativity Spark!
2/27/2008 at 8:41 PM
You have 93 points: YAY! how I dunno lol.
So I am just thinking of some story ideas and I have a guild story competition so I am going to write that and post it on here just for fun... I also have a weird storry I had to write for an interview for a guild staff postition (neopets). I might make a special weird stories section for things like this.
Comment on my work please :D I like constructive critisism but don't be too harsh especially on "the wish" because I wrote it when I was 7.
So I am just thinking of some story ideas and I have a guild story competition so I am going to write that and post it on here just for fun... I also have a weird storry I had to write for an interview for a guild staff postition (neopets). I might make a special weird stories section for things like this.
Comment on my work please :D I like constructive critisism but don't be too harsh especially on "the wish" because I wrote it when I was 7.
The Beginning
2/24/2008 at 2:13 AM
Hello Everyone my name is Ally. I am new here and my friend Nathan showed me indirectly by posting his HV on dA. I think that this will be a nice place to be a part of and upload my work.
I love friends :D
I love friends :D
anyway great day to you! I'm more active on ontwerpje.deviantart.com btw.