My Funeral Verse

9/6/2007 at 1:31 AM

ok this is another rough sketch
i need to talk it over with my partner in this see what he says

My Funeral Verse

A note shattered on an open chord
as a scream rips out of me
echoing that sad song of defeat
broken whispers through tears of hatred

Can you....
Gravitate towards the reasonable
Infinitesimal tracks of deceit line my voice
Velvet acid drips from my song
and only this Bloody Battle wins over all

Spiraling downward as i rip through the page
tearing at the wounds you so distinctly made
AHHH YOU ARE MY WANT AND NEED!!!
YET YOU STRAY!! far from me
will you not see the scars
Blinded by your resolve

Can you...
Gravitate towards the reasonable
Infinitesimal tracks of deceit line my voice
... [echo fade]

Please [echo]
Dont ask me [echo]
what you already know
its obvious in my tears
Please [echo]
Please [echo]

[backup sings]
Please [echo]
Dont ask it [echo]
Please [echo]

[scream]
PLEASE!!!!!

Gravitate towards me!!
Im trying.. trying to see!
Please don't.. beg that of me
Velvet Acid drips from your tounge
your voice is my death and drug in one
YOU PUSHED ME!!!!
YOU KEPT ME ON A LEASH!!!
TO HURT ME!!!
TO OBLITERATE ME!!!
My death cry
Your razor words
my ending
My Funeral Verse

[backup]
You ended me
gave me my stone
killed me
threw me away so soon

[both] [backup an octave lower]
You gave me!!
my early death bed

[screams] [backup sings]
MY FUNERAL VERSE!!!!

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This Misery

8/23/2007 at 12:55 AM

This Misery

There have been so many times i could have said it to you
but the words froze in my throat
my heart can't take this anymore
my heart can't go through this misery

Don't fade away, even if you think its ending
Im here to catch you when you fall
Just give me the chance I'm lookin for
Because this is... breaking me down and i can't
take it anymore... no more... no more of this misery

Venting is all i can do because you you are out of reach
Im losing thouch of reality, I've seen the things you do to me
and my mind has stopped trying to rest
my head is pounding... because I can't get you out!

Don't fade away, even if you think its ending
Im here to catch you when you fall
Just give me the chance I'm lookin for
Because this is... breaking me down and i can't
take it anymore... no more... no more of this misery

Please...
Please go away
even if the pain subsides
you've burned yourself into the pages
of my mind... you'll be there FOREVER!!!
Hold me once... kiss me once
never forget me... please forgive me... THE PAIN... IT ENDS!

Don't fade away, even if you think its ending
Im here to catch you when you fall
Just give me the chance I'm lookin for
Because this is... breaking me down and i can't
take it anymore... no more... no more of this misery

Please...
Please go away
even if the pain subsides
you've burned yourself into the pages
of my mind... you'll be there FOREVER!!!
Hold me once... kiss me once
never forget me... please forgive me... THE PAIN... IT ENDS!

[fade out]

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My Guardian Angel

8/23/2007 at 12:52 AM

My Guardian Angel

Please explain to me why... this hurts so bad
When I walk away, allitle more of me dies inside
I knew it when I saw your eyes look at me
At the rate I'm going I'll hit the ground soon
[whisper] (Will I?)

And when the ground cradles me
Will you be my Guardian Angel
Will you pick me up when I' too weak to see
And when i fall down below
Will you catch me... please
My Guardian Angel

[whisper] (Will I?)
If I fall into your arms... will I have a place to stay
If only I could tell you, just what I have to say
Time has no hold on us... when we're together I feel the hours grow
Night falls upon us and I say "I have to go"
And now the pain wont subside... and it hurts too much to cry
I'm givin' in... and my white flag is wavin'

[whispers] (Can I?)
And when the ground cradles me
Will you be my Guardian Angel
Will you pick me up when I' too weak to see
And when i fall down below
Will you catch me... please
My Guardian Angel

Guide me through this flood
Put my heart to rest and ease the pain
But can you be my Guardian Angel?
There's still too much that needs to be said
Bt so much has been said through silence

A kiss in all it's fatality cures me
A fuck in all it's sensuality destroys me
Love is all I want from you
And I ask nothing more than that

[bridge]

[whispers]
Can I,
Break You?
Will I,
Corrupt You?

[sings]
No, I can't do that
No, I can't do that!

And when the ground cradles me
Will you be my Guardian Angel
Will you pick me up when I' too weak to see
And when i fall down below
Will you catch me... please
My Guardian Angel

Please give me a chance
Envelope me in your wings
carry me to the sky and beyond
Guard me, my... Angel
Please be mine... Angel
Please be my... Guardian Angel.

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This Parh (I Walk)

8/16/2007 at 4:38 PM

newest song written by me!

This Path (I Walk)

A mile and a half is how far you went...
how far you went to get away from me
knowing the pain you cause would give me reason enough
to kill you...
Lies, your profession, gave you passage
to my core where your knife entered
a slient death is what i gave you not having the strength
to say it again...

Laying under the cover of the night
shall it be the only witness to my murder
and keep the secret of my seducer, my murderer?

Disconnected!
from all the outside world... all the warmth
Entombed!
in this psychotic dance called love
An Embryo!
in your plan of wrack and ruin
This is the Path I Walk

Stone cold pain, alone, bruised and beaten
Gave it away... all fo the years... gone
Dont you go raining down on me
I can hardly breathe now
Will you take me to that place again
The depths of darkness that I fear
and earth shattering scream
goes unheard... and i fade
I dissolve into nothing!

be quiet, stop telling them lies
don't try to fix me Im Not Broken!!!

Disconnected!
from all the outside world... all the warmth
Entombed!
in this psychotic dance called love
An Embryo!
in your plan of wrack and ruin
This is the Path I Walk

[two singers simultaneously]
you go on you left me
go away broken inside
try to dying
go silently Im crying

[Bridge]

Don't
Say
You're Sorry
Don't
Say
Don't Worry
Don't
Say
You're Here
Because you're not
You're not!
GO!!!

[heavy guitars and drums]

[screams]
You Are Unforgiven
You Are Not Here
Im Fading Out Again
And Its All Your Fault....
FAULT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[breakdown]

[sings]
Will you see me as I am
The muddled heap on the floor
Distorted... Broken... Hurt... Bleeding!!!!

Disconnected!
from all the outside world... all the warmth
Entombed!
in this psychotic dance called love
An Embryo!
in your plan of wrack and ruin
This is the Path I Walk

Will you see me as I am
The muddled heap on the floor
Distorted... Broken... Hurt... Bleeding!!!!

[fade out]

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